很想听她的歌

                        是情绪所致

                                                                                    很想写些文字 安慰他困顿的心 和 她自己永远得不到他的爱的心

 

                                                                                  却发现酝酿文字也需要 心情

                              

                                                                                                                               呼气吸气

                                                                                                                                            练习鼻息

                                                                                                               决定了吗?

                                                                                                               决定了吧！

                                                                                                               该决定吗？

                                                                                                                                      国王的驴耳朵

                                    唱一首胡灵的《不爱拉倒》

                                                                                        呼气吸气

 

                                                                                               唱一首莫文蔚的《他不爱我》

                                                                                                                                   沉睡 沉睡

 

                                                                       加油 往目标的前方

                                                                       加油 和爱说再见

 

                                                                       加油 战胜自己  加油 加油加油

 

 

 

 

听着那首《Yellow》还记得是某人在2006年送我的彩铃

                                                                              虽然是送的 从来只是认为没有别的意思

                                                                                                               我想他早已经忘记 因为他的记忆力向来不是很好 呵呵

                                                                                                                       

     看着他的故事

        更多的时候是听说他的故事

                                               各式各样的版本很多

                                                  随即笑笑

                                                                 是我年纪大了？！ 对流言的抵抗力增多了

                                                                 还是 从根本上我从来没怀疑过

                                                                 心里已经界定了这个人的标准  所以才会如此的信任

                                                                           

                                                                                                                    《罗生门》的种种为什么又事隔两年重演？！

                                我不愿有任何人去玷污他的名誉

                                名声是在外的

                                                                                        记得在持续的那些接二连三的花边新闻出现后

                                                                                                  麻木

                                                                                                  然后微笑

                                                                                            请问你们想要我怎么样的表情？

                                                                                          却在很深的夜里莫名其妙地给他发了一个SMS

                                                                                        那个重来不沉默的号码 沉没了... ...

              人 对于隐私的种种充满了无限的好奇心

                  对于优秀的种种充满了重重的嫉妒心

                  对于金钱的种种充满了满满的贪婪心

                                                         ... ...

                                                                                 为什么不投入更多精力去关心这个世界的不幸?!

                                                                                 为什么不投入更多的时间去关心那些真正爱我们的家人\朋友

                                                                                 为什么不投入更多的时间去做一些真正有意义的事情?!

                                                                                        可悲的是 时间很残忍 它 一去不复返 ... ...

                         你们问我还爱吗？

                                                                    爱啊

                                                                                        为什么不 享受人类赋予的这个权力 ？！

 

                                                             你们问我还坚持吗？

                                                                                                当然

                                                                                                             要用绝对的意志力去实现那个价值

                                                      有意义吗？

                                                                                     当然

                                                                                                        为什么？

                                                                                                                       因为有意义的活着：）

 

                                                           我一直的身边 有一个和我一样的灵魂 仅此而已